I am burnt out!

Well, I am finished school (at least I think I am finished). I have that empty feeling that I felt upon completing my (hopefully not only) IM. Immediatly after finishing I got this really hollow feeling. I am presently mentally tired and exhausted. Nothing is different than it was before I started, it is just many years later. All types of questions immediatly fill my head. Could my time had been better spent on more meaningful activities? What was proven or gained by investing so much of my time, energy and life? Confusion usually fills my brain after I reach a milestone. I am a person who has strong focus (maybe too strong). My task has been met and I immediatly begin to feel as if I am wandering. Presently I have the realization that I am taskless and feel as I don't have purpose. I should feel estatic but I don't.

I will be working on solutions to these questions for my near future. As I take a few moments to rest, I begin my next journey. The destination has yet to be defined. I will contemplate this as I go on my jog.

Today is supposed to be my first day of triathlon training. I hope to get to the gym and introduce myself to the weights and pool. Nothing much other than to start to develop a routine. Small problems with that though. I have been neglecting wifey. There is always a small price to pay. She is home from work right now and I know she has other plans for me. She has been developing lists, etc. I have to juggle her back into my schedule and allow her to become a priority in my life. More problems to sort out.