What am I OR What have I become?

Am I an Athlete? A triathlete? a runner, swimmer, husband, father? A draftsman, computer programmer? A student? A financial savay investor? I seem to be able to choose only one or two. I cannot seem to juggle more than one at a time.

What is more important to me? to my wife?

I have gotten to this place in time where it is mostly just me and my wife. I don't have a million other things pulling me in all sorts of drections. The choices are few. There are some more important than others. First and foremost is my wife's illness. This will be my main focus when and if something happens. So far everything is "kindof" cool???? But who knows??? She has been super.

Comforting me are the thoughts that it has been a short 5 months ago since I have been able to participate in the atheletic event of one's lifetime. I have gotten that out of the way. But I would still like to try and stay in shape. I am having a hard time to find a few hours a day to work out. Why? Work doesn't seem to allow it.

I have been working with a financial planner for about two months now and we are making progress, but there is still lots of work to be done. I made a lot of progress on my filing upstairs.

Projects are getting out at work, but they seem to be piling up faster than I can process them. The quality of workers is just not there. I get no support form my boss. Remeber that! I GET NO SUPPORT FROM MY BOSS! I need to keep this in the forefront of my mind when I am making decisions. I cannot change that.